#. You used to shine so bright but I watched all of it fade.
Tuesday, February 9, 2010, 4.11pm.
Getting on my nerves.
I'm a good girl today & come home straight instead of going over to meet Aden & co. even though they psycho me many times alr, but I think they are considerate enough to know that I'll meet them soon la? Haha. Because I'm really so sleepy. I can practically doze off in every lesson okay, but thanks to those people who msged me to keep me awake. But failed during assembly cos I really slept like 3/4 of it cos it was really so boring that I couldnt keep myself awake!
I want to have an afternoon nap now! Because of those stupid cramps, urgh.
There're still things left undone! No idea if I'm too lazy or too busy, hiak hiak. ^_^ I'm going to get my hair dyed on Friday myself once I return home from schl, don't even know whether I'm gonna attend sch cos it's just celebrations. Should I get a haircut? Facial was done yesterday alr, trimming of eyebrows is done too. Haven't have a chance to go over to Bugis to get the top I wanted. :(
Don't expect me to ever forget this. I don't forgive & neither do I forget.
Sunday, February 7, 2010, 7.07pm.
You tried hiding it from me.Here's my first post using my new HP laptop I bought @ IMM just now, overall $1599. It was meant to be Daddy's early birthday present for me. It was just released only last week so I think I'm considered one of the early ones to be able to lay my hands on this pretty laptop. Will take a picture of it someday & show you all.
Yesterday I met up with Pearlyn @ Bugis at around 2.15pm. Off to street for shopping & got myself 2 high-waist short & a denim vest. After that, left that place in a pretty short time as it was so cramped! So crowded & I hate getting squeezed by people when I'm shopping. Back to Junction & got myself accessories. Both of us caught our eyes on this super pretty qipao top but too bad both of us didn't have enough money left. But she said she's gonna go Bugis today to get it as well for me, so far havent receive her call yet leh, think should be didn't go alr. Haha, went to Starbucks to have a drink & had a chat. I realise it's the first time we talked so much & I really felt so close to her. I brought up one matter & she got the same feeling as me too. Came to our own conclusions about that matter & I really feel that I'm so right about it.
Left Bugis & reached Chinese Garden around 7.15pm. Daddy fetched me for dinner & continued the night over @ Kranji's Beer Garden. Mummy suggested that I hold my birthday celebration this Friday night over @ Beer Garden, inviting those people from temple. Alright with it & agreed. She will be bringing bottles of Martell & Champagnes probably. Dont know if I should be looking forward to it, but should be happy enough to know that at least one birthday celebration was set for me. Love my parents ttm!
Friday, February 5, 2010, 8.50pm.
Don't say a single word.

Back from shopping! The feeling of spending money on something you have a liking on feels so good. I left home with $120 or so but I reached home with only $10! I don't remember spending that much leh, haha.
Anyway! Side-track abit.. I just signed in then suddenly a window popped out. You know when people talk to you then a small window will pop out at the bottom right? Yup then I saw that it was Wanli. Then at first I only saw the window. That was what she said.
nyscbatch'11-Wan Li says:
*oh my God!!!! cant belive you could be so cheap o( lol ...
I was like, WTF! Am I that bad in her eyes? In the end it's sort of like a msn virus thing. Haha! Scared me.
Oh okay, I met up with Ziting @ my house bus stop after schl. Fetched her to my house and she had to wait for me to bathe and prepare, this and that. Left my house going to 4pm. Took bus 187 to JP, didn't know the bus interchange changed so much! Like airport! Very cool. Seems that it's a long time since I went over to JP huh. Had my lunch first 'cos I was very hungry. Did our shopping & I got quite a number of stuffs, happy! Chanced upon familiar faces. I'll never fail to see people I know @ JP whenever I go there. Saw Ginnie & Caleb separately @ Interchange.
Weekends tomorrow. I need plenty of rest & sleep. Gotta finish my homework too, hope that I'll be hardworking enough when it's weekends. There's so much work due on Monday!
Just did my mask, feels so refreshed now, but still a bit tired. Thinking of watching hai pai tian xin but I prefer to watch it when I'm more awake. Shall go off to drink my bird nest now! I'm left with 4 cans. :>
Thursday, February 4, 2010, 4.53pm.
Bye lover.

I realise I've been returning home everyday right after schl ends, and rot at home for the rest of the day & go to schl the next day. I guess is nobody asked me out? Haha, but I didnt bother also la. Get to stay at home and catch up on my 海派甜心 is good too. But I'm meeting up with Ziting tomorrow. And maybe maybe meet Pearlyn Ghor in the weekend! Depends if she's free lar, long time since I see her. One month ago lor. :>
Yes, Aden had just started counting down my birthday for me. 9 more days!
On a last note,
happy birthday to Klara! Hope you like your present. Love you la ^_^
心痛当初相遇的心动.
Tuesday, February 2, 2010, 4.38pm.
Odd numbers are never perfect.
I hate this feeling now. Day by day I'm trying my very best not to care about things & people changing around me. But come to think of it, why should I torture myself this way? Why should I put up with all this shit all on my own? Acting like I don't give a damn doesn't mean I don't feel a single thing at all. Sometimes, I even feel that I myself is also changing, changing into a person I completely don't know.
Guess I got to stop ranting about how terrible I'm feeling now and go on with my life. Just let everything change
for all I care. I shall live in my own world from now onwards and say goodbye to those people who want to leave my life.
Monday, February 1, 2010, 4.32pm.
With hope.A post without any pictures today, I'm feeling very tired so I shall faster finish this short post up before I head for my nap. Initially not planning to blog but my dearest Ziting told me on the phone just now that why I never blog. So for the sake of her I'm blogging. Meet up soon ok!
Weekend was okay. Saturday's night was spent over at Timah's Wen Dong Ji first before going to Kranji Farm Resort. Spent 90% of my time there with the pool table. Sunday I was over @ Teckwhye. Meeting Shinyun to study some other time, get well soon! Hopefully by tomorrow cos there's cc lecture early in the morning & if im going to go alone I'm going to skip it.
Today was lessons again, after schl I waited for JC to rush her practical before we head home tgt. On the bus home I was sleeping cos I was too tired. And once I opened my eyes I saw 2 familiar faces! One is Jinghui's cousin, Lynette. Really forgot who she is and I had to ask who are you. Haha! Another one is Dylan, quite surprising to see him. Actually I can say I'm completely shocked. How can it be such a coincidence that we're on the same bus and we live in 2 different areas?
Lastly, I'm so going to get all this done before cny. Get my hair dyed, bought the hair dye like ages ago. Get my cny clothings, both online & shopping. Probably have a haircut. Last but not least, get rid of my dark eye rings!
Saturday, January 30, 2010, 1.39pm.
Backspaced every single word. I dont want to bury this blog with my regrets, especially when it comes to this, because every sentence seems so hard to be typed out.